is it evil
to want to forget other people for just ONE night? whatever i’m still helllla excited that johnny will be here in like an hourish !!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh h3h3h3h3h3h3 not as excited as i was because of my mommmma getting laid off but whateverr lovin halloweeen
do you ever shake
because you’re so fucking angry?
sleepingg. i don’t know why i can never get enoughh. people are such sore loserss but i understand it must suck to not be number oneee. kidding, kind of :)<3. kind of excited for the dance tomorroww, glad i didn’t go to the game and freeze my ass off as usual. now i’m going to sleep moree, i’ve deff been sleeping like 15/24 :S
whenever i’m not doing anything. uugh ugh ugh please make it stawppp.
days when mad people are absent and the doctors and how much stephanie says fack and how quiet amber can be sometimes and being at school right now and how hungry and tired and grumpy i am and how i miss charlie and how i miss my bed and how i miss living with more than one person and mostly i hate how my laptop is broken and i’m going to loose all the stuff i have saved on there and just...
friday was the only good day of my weekend. it’s cold and i wish that amb was awake because i really really need to talk to her so obviously she’s alseeeep. i don’t want to go to school tomorrow.
you’re so creeeepy. he looks like such a little baby there, so much hotter now. da hell is that girl?
sounds like my kinda gathering ;) uhh saw your brother don’t remember any blonde but i saw your momm haha. and kieren (sp?) piercee, so hot mmm.
michele you think your day was terrible?
try working at a wedding where NO ONE knew what they were doing. so me and amb went to work for cheyannes mom or whateverr and we’re like okay cause i’ve done weddings before etc, but no one knew anything. there were 200 people and we were the only staff aside from the bartenders, so we had to clear..with our bear hands because we had no bus buckets or trays, and we had to do dishes...
i need to
sleeeep! do laundry figure out how to put my hair up without it looking terrrible charge my phone remind my mom to get cat food & get my paycheck cause i’m madddd broke
halie’s such a good mom!<3 today was greatt. love the ghetto and rock fantasy and creepy homeless people and getting lost and having to turn around like 23940982098 times and matt having a TERRRIBLE wingman! love yooyoos and amber being our mentally handicapped child. :) this weekend should be good tooo. sweet.
i love will knox
but i really hate mornings.
if you're reading this
i hate you. a lot. and no that’s not directed at a single person, it’s really like i hate every single one of you or i have at some point or i will or i did before i liked you. we all have hate and we all have all different emotions for each other so why in the fucking world do we lie about them? just stop lying. dig a little deeper beneath the surface, and maybe, just maybe, for...
ethnic origin babyyy.
russian and polish; dutch german english
i hate that toxic feeling
the morning after partying. i never get hung over but i just hate feeling all the toxins in your body, yuck. so yesterdayy; was good i worked pumpkinfest and i saw jon destifano(sp?) and like he grew up so much it was sooo crazy. also, there was this amazing guy will knox playing and ah he was so good/so hot/so english. so when i was done working i stayed with steph and meech and our childrenn...
i really can't stand the ignorance
of so many religious people. Or just people who haven’t even been exposed to any other concepts. There are people I know who are like “well what do you mean you don’t believe in god?” as if it’s not a choice. Of course it’s a choice. Do you believe in fairies and santa clause too? There are tons of books written about them. And I do know that that was a really...
i've been talking to myself a lot lately
it’s therupatic,for reall. that and showering in the dark and screaming. no liee. p.s. steph don’t be bitter that we shoved you in the garbage can. just think of yourself as an entertainer ;)
don’t forget to bring me a sweatshirtt, it doesn’t have to be your hairspray one it can just be nice and comfyy and warm but the hairspray one would be GREATLY appreciated. i want to go home and sleep but i think i’m going to be FORCED to stay here and do drama.
i have billy jean
stuck in my head, AGAIN. sometimes i still get confused about how weird is spelled, even though i know it’s weird..i think. i’m working on my telekenesis and it’s getting a lot better. i can’t wait until this weekend it’s gonna be great, i really wanna meet sean and see him and natalie together, and then partying saturday night is gonna be fantasticcc :]. i’m...
michele. MEEEE SHELL. i don’t want to go to drama and i wish amber would come into school. i still need to take a pictures even if they don’t get graded because likee whatever there needs to be something decent up there from our classs. jokes. i’m probably staying at kati’s tonight and i am going to fuhhlipp out if my mom doesn’t get the heat fixed in her...
oh and i forgot
i saved someones life last night, well, my epi pen did but hey if i wasn’t there the so would’ve diedd, crazy shit. and my mom is really nice sometimes, she’s on her way to the city but she just called to make sure that i had my other epi-pen so i don’t die. :)
was actually pretty good, if i get married my bar is gonna be stackkkked like that. hella big drinking crowd. love drunk little gay boys looking for cake :] & sarah and ronda being like :o at me and julio talking about how sarah palin is a fucking piece of shittt. i hope they tip well. i have other shit on my mind but i don’t wanna write about it firstly because writing things makes...
i lovee tumblingg
& i love/hate picture day. and my throat feels like the devils horns are rubbing it. and ms oneil is the shitt cause most teachers would be like i hate you i want you to die, but she was like did you spray somethingg? that smells goood what is it? :) amber is doing her makeup. and i have chloraseptic and if i get caught with it they’re going to KILL ME. erika is in SUCH a bad mood....
i tried to do handstands for you
my stomach hurts and my feet hurt from running outside after my mom at six am with no shoes when it was like 40 degrees. i’m such a fucking scumbag. basically. “that’s really touching and sad” no, it’s ridiculous and hard to deal with. & welcome to the club.