December 2008
just had a blowoutt
with my mom, and now she’s going to the cityy. wooooop. i hope she makes her train on time because i really cannot deal with another second of time overlord child behavior.
h8 being the adult. i say what i MEAN why can’t anyone ever get that? there are VERY rarely any cryptic messages. i’m usually REALLY honest.
& as for the blizzardlike weather i’m loving it as long...
neeeeener.
1. What did you do in 2008 that you’d never done before? -howled at the moon. -learned something about mcdonalds ;) -quit something i didn’t think i could -partied in a house with no heat or running water! (more than once) -drank at work -actually got my monroe pierced -put a new floor down in my room -lived alone with my mom (and still do) 2. Did you keep your new years’...
life and death
risk and reward, hot and cold, simple and complicated, asleep and awake, hard and soft, smooth and rough. opposites makee up our livess hayhayhay. i love long showers and warm blankets and simple things that lots of people don’t have that make life great. i love money but i love people more. i love ideas and ambitions and beliefs with interesting roots.
ahhhh i wanna travel.
i think i like
tweeting better than tumbling unless its something really involved!
there's really no need for a title.
So I don’t really know how to start this, but I think that you have some type of false impression that I still like you, and believe me, I don’t, in the slightest. Even though it will become apparent who I’m talking about as I continue, I’m not going to be cryptic even in the beginning, I’m talking about Kati Paterson. So there you go, if you don’t want to hear...
mine
apains:
my pants, my pants, my pants, my pants, my pants, my pants, my pants.
MY MOTHERFUCKING PANTS.
Вы глупая глупая шлюха
lmao, AGREEEEED
LOLLLL
ele não o ama
is myspace
not working for everyone else too?
ily
kyle burns!
i just finished
deadline, by chris crutcher, amazing book you should definitely read it.
sometimes you don't realize what you have
look around
can my mom stop
vacumming so i can hear myself think? LIKE PLEASE MY THOUGHTS ARE SO LOUD RIGHT NOW STOP DROWNING THEM OUT.
the bad thing about
having a panic attack on christmas is that everyones busy. other than that my christmas party family thing was pretty good. $$$= <3, and on a side note i love my grandma so much and i hate that she’s so old. she’s honestly one of the most interesting people i know. my aunt and uncle got her a cell phone and she was so excited it was really sweet :).
today i just got home and went...
i say merry christmas
when i really mean i miss you wtf happened. like can you please explain it to me? imissyou. i miss you SO much when you’re right there.
nowi'malittlemiserable
i miss how close we were at this time last year. that’s basically all gone and as mr.kean would say i feel like i’m grasping at straws in the wind. i miss it i miss it i miss it. please try and fix it so i know you care at all. i miss knowing your next decision better than i knew mine. i miss you telling me everything and vice versa.
=/
that’s what i want for christmas.
christmas evee
was good, minus skank but she was pretty well behaved and only made ONE really stupid comment. lovelovelove my nieces so much<3 dacia&alannnna:). i feeel so gross from all that food though, and i honestly didn’t even eat that much. i’m so tired and it’s like half 11 and i still have so much to do, i haven’t wrapped anything and i have 3/4 of a scarf to finish beforee...
so yeahh
yesterday at the mall amb and i saw about 20 eric look alikes, we totally saw travie! like for real, in h&m it was insanee. amb saw a robert pattinson look alike, and for some reason it was like time of the freakishly tall people? cause they were EVERYWHEREEE. it was a good time even though it was terrible because we were christmas shopping on the 23rd. i hate myself for going to sleep at 9:30...
“You kids are grasping at straws in the wind and kevin … your gay.
I WISH YOU...”
– Mr. Kean (via domii)
lol aw
domi i wish you were heree :( :(
loveyou<3
& i can't wait forrr
thomasjefferson:
clarebabs:
thomasjefferson:
THE JUNIORS OWNING THE SSCHOOOOLLL, WHATWHAT? OH THATS RIGHT WE ROCK BITCHES
oh..so how many times have you guys won?
in our hearts? everytime baby
lol
& i can't wait forrr
thomasjefferson:
THE JUNIORS OWNING THE SSCHOOOOLLL, WHATWHAT? OH THATS RIGHT WE ROCK BITCHES
oh..so how many times have you guys won?
i can't wait forr
christmas shopping tomorrow; and sophmores fucking dominating as usual =D
last nightt
last night was so great ! aside from getting absolutely no sleep and yackingg. ick, but whatever it was amazing. love: -FELINEE! -writing on hands with eyeliner -forts -pans in the oven -hidden salt -everyone in the bathrooom “why are we all in the bathroom?” proceeed to file out except for me and domi cause obviously we are in the bathroom to take pictures.. -picturess?!no.....
so
it’s snowing, i made a hat, my brother came home with two girls names tattooed on him & i am currently going to work out, go outside and take pictures, and then make buttercrunch and truffles with my mom and maybe tidy my room a little bit. it’s nice :)
this makes me want to cry
and then of course, i don’t. WHAT IS WRONG WITH MEE. like really.
i'm never
EVER EVER FUCKING, cooking again. OW i just got burns all over my chest. like it hurts. so badly. OW OW OW OW OW fuck my life. i tried to take pictures today but my camera was acting all weird.
sooo
school tomorrow? views? although i’ve lost my faith in power of the people..
to do
-clean my roooom. -edit and print my narrative -print my global essay -make list of what i’m getting people AH I’M SO HAPPPPY.
currently (or all i want for christmas is someone...
i’m loving my family, and my hair is growing on mee (haha pun..)<—- i’m so lamee. i’m annoyed about something but it’s something that i’m perpetually annoyed about and it’s not going to stop so i should just get over it but i can’t, so whatever. i’m annoyed that there’s no one intellectual and that no one speaks articulately anymore...
i hate my hair so much
i want to cryy. it’s gonna take so long to grow back :[ & amber and natalie i hate you both. school is terrible and i wanna DIEEE. i have a really bad cold and no one has cough drops and michele is doing frenchwork and ms.petkus is in a bad mood.
killmekillmekillllllme.
EURGHHH.
i think
i’m getting sick. wonderful.
you know what?
that’s fine. it’s just fine.
i loveee
my grandma! and we’re going to englanddd, and i can’t wait.
like wowww.
i love her. and i love my life and i love my family and wooooooooooo.
:):)
LOL
amber has her own opinion, thankss. just because i think something doesn’t mean she automatically things it if she agrees with me whateverr. stfu michele.
and i just desperately wish mr.vorstadt would get out of my life. like pleasee it’s so weird when people are all creepy and obsessive and stalkerish when you don’t see them/talk to them/know them/they’re middleagedd.
i hateee
when i have to restart my laptop cause the sound isn’t workingg. efffff that. ick @ school and losing my books somehow? :S need thosee.
why does
no one give taylor lautner any credit for being fucking sexy?
sometimes
i’m too much of a bitch and i’m not observant enoughh. blahh. this weekend has been really blandd. someone tell me the key points of the end of and then there were none so i don’t have to read it? and if anyonee has bio labss; givegivegive. yeah! i think i might be getting a haircut tomorrow but idk.
hackeddd.
i love clare and her tumblr ! - natalie
i absolutely
can not wait until natalie gets her license holy shittt. watching domi and matt chase the car=highlight of my weeek.
I LOVEEE
joyriding with nataliee even though she’s license inept! whateverr! killer fucking sound system. & watching natalie play deadspace. and having friends with dicks who wear sundressesss erryday. I JUST WANNA GO OUT HOLY SHITTT.
<3333
why are we so afraid of our own thoughts?
i find myself censoring what i think sometimes because i’m afraid of it. i think that’s just sad. is that what we’ve been conditioned to do now?
some days
i just can’t make myself go to school. like for real i hate it so much. it seems like it’s 18 hours long and then when i come home i have no energy for any of the shit i actually want to do. so glad that tomorrow is fridayy.
a;sldkjf.
eff counterculturee
New Jersey: Atlantic City is where the street names came from for the game monopoly. There are 23 White Castle Restaurants in NJ. Whitney Houston, John Travolta, Meryl Streep, and Frank Sanatra were all born in NJ. New York: New York was the first state to require license plates for cars. In 1971 the bloodiest prison rebellion in U.S. history resulted in the deaths of 43 people at the Attica...
i've only realized lately
but i haven’t been depressed in such a long ass time. over the last few weeks it’s really hit me that i’m not depressed anymore, and i really came to terms with how depressed i WAS for a really long amount of time. although everything seems to be going wrong lately, i have never been so steady and so generally happy and functioning in my life. i don’t get my low lows; but i...