April 2009
me = grumpster status =[
so today iiii
went to the gym with becky and worked out for two hours, then went to panera for lunch and to alta(ulta?) then back to the gym so she could go tanning. & i drove home from sparrowbush and i am a REALLY terrible driver. whatever i’ll get better. seeing as it was literally my first time driving. and now i’m going out with kati or something i think? i don’t knoww whatever it is...
dear kati & clamber
apains:
micheledaboul:
katipaterson:
micheledaboul:
i miss you guys, want to do something today or tomorrow?
yess! but tomorrow is probably better, im going prom dress shopping with my grandma today.
okay :]
agreed tomorrow is better(: &kati, i’m going to honesdale too, maybe i’ll see you!
i’m going to the gym tomorrow, but something later, or maybe i can meet you guys in...
why the FUCK
must you always make me feel SO guilty? like i really do not understand. my dad never ever ever ever wants to spend time with me, or even talk to me, and the one time when he does you give me shit? whenever i go anywhere or do anything with him you get all pissy. it’s not like i’m the one kid who moved out and doesn’t talk to you anymore so what the fuck? i live here with you in...
i hate how i miss you a lot, and you don’t even care at all. i know i joke but it really does hurt, and you truly only want to talk to me or be around me when you want something from me and as far as i’m concerned that’s not a friendship.
whatever, i’m going to brush my teeth, run, eat breakfast, and then hang with amb for the rest of the day and do whatever? sounds nice,...
i’m SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EXCITED.
is there anyone
who really cares, or better yet, enjoys andy rooney?! what is his point?
i’m giving myself a headache because my brain won’t stop thinking and i feel so immobile in more ways than one. i’m going to go run on the treadmill so maybe i can get some actual sleep tonight. i need to quit smoking, i hate waking up every morning with a semi sore throat. a;slkdjfa;sdkjf;akjfd gah.
i want
a henna kit, some warmth, and some sleep please.
i hate
living alone with my mom, i don’t care if this makes me sound like some vulnerable little baby but not having a guy in the house makes things so fucking scary.
i really really really want some henna, and to not...
i think i have my tattoo idea
narrowed down to two thingss. =D and my mom likes both of them, so i can probably end up convincing her by next month :) i am so so so excited for my 16th
i’m in an r&b mood, weird, yeahh ne-yo & usherr =D
THE BANDS PLAYING AT SCRANT WARPED!
micheledaboul:
the list was released!
3OH!3
A Day To Remember
A Rocket To The Moon
A Skylit Drive
Aiden
Alana Grace
Alexisonfire
Anarbor
Anti-Flag
Bad Religion
Bayside
Big D and the Kids Table
Black Tide
Breathe Carolina
brokeNCYDE
Chiodos
Dance Gavin Dance
Dear And The Headlights
Devil Wears Prada
Escape The Fate
Flogging Molly
Gallows
Hit The...
i’m so happpy about thiss, but i’m too greedy to share it with tumblr :p
i know im on her tumblr
but if i were to ever date a girl id want it to be you.
=D
i’m tooo tiiiired right now, but things to write about
-thrift store finds -sad old man :( -grama -city work program thing/year off
i think that’s about itt. time for a shower and sleep
March 2009
every once in a while i miss you, but it comes in short intense pangs now, rather than the dragging way it used to happen, where it lasted. soon it won’t exist, and to be honest, that’s the scariest part of all.
i know it’s not my fault but it’s still not fair.
slept two and a half hours. so hungry. hate myfucking sticky spacebar. >:o
it feeeeels like it’s supposed to be the weekend already but it’s MONDAY.