tomorrow! (don't read this it's boring.)
i am going to start dieting, and sign up for the gym because i need to fucking lose weight. it’s disgusting. i put on like three of the ten lbs i lost a few months ago and just a;slkdjfasdkjf. then when i hopefully pass my road test i can go to the gym everyday and for now i’ll just go with becky and workout at home when i can’t. otherwise, today i thought i didn’t have to...
to get amber, and then idk, we have to do something. i’ll die forrealll. halieee get @ usss.
i had the weirdest dream
it took place at my work, or some place really like my work, and it was a wedding for one of my moms friends i guess? so i was really bored and for some reason michelle isfan was there? idk, but we smoked and that guy rob from my five hour course was there like the fuuuck. then there were basically like all these hot younger guys and middle aged women, and although it was a wedding reception i...
halieann: clarebabs: halieann: clarebabs: make plans with me cause everyone sucks and ditches me. you’ve plagued me with thee fucking i wanna go shopping syndrome. because I WANNA GO SHOPPING. HAI, GUESS WHAT I STILL HAVEN’T DONE? GONE SHOPPING. AIN’T NEVA GONNA HAPPEN GURL. JUST CUZ YOU WANT IT BAD. ARGH THATS SO MEAN OF YOU TO SAY. get your liscense so i don’t have to and then we can...
halieann: clarebabs: make plans with me cause everyone sucks and ditches me. you’ve plagued me with thee fucking i wanna go shopping syndrome. because I WANNA GO SHOPPING. HAI, GUESS WHAT I STILL HAVEN’T DONE? GONE SHOPPING. AIN’T NEVA GONNA HAPPEN GURL. JUST CUZ YOU WANT IT BAD.
make plans with me cause everyone sucks and ditches me.
lets go to tjmaxx tomorrrow :) :)
seriously not cool.
all i wantt
is to go to tjmaxx and get somethang to eatt tooo, cause i really wanna go shopping and there is nothing edible in my housee. there’s just like meat and lettuce, but nothing to really make salad with and there’s no bread or fruit or fish or anythangg. >.< PLEASEEE.
juuuust, got home from workk
which actually wasnt too bad :) no nicolee! sweeet. i’m working tomorrow at three thirty. KATIII! i don’t know if you have internet or whatever, but if you see this i think tomorrow morning we should get up early and go to tjmaxx and such and get lunch somewhere? :) it’d be niiiiice. and if not whoever wants to hang out tomorrow morningg? cause i need to do SOMETHINGG before...
notuhgetout: i had friends you do, we’re just 100’s of miles away :(<3
apains: my dad was just talking about how he stuck a nail though his “action jackson” cause he got pissed at it and i aked him why and he said it was because it was a fucking ginger. lmao. i wish you were here wiff me to sit and eat wills captain crunch and watch the noticeee.
i guess i willll
maybe work out, and at least try to figure out something to do later. being jerked around when you have your period is about the least fun thing i can think of. maybe i will see if somewhere there is a five hour course i can take today? at least i’d be doing somethingg. GAH. HALIE WHERE ARE YEW? KATI WHERE ARE YEWW? WHEREZ FERM? WHERE IZ EVERYONE?!! :[
so mad right noww
so i ran to tjmax to get a bra that wouldnt show through my pastels for work cause i got yelled at for it on thursday, only to rush home to find out that becky called to say it’s not busy and that i don’t need to come in. like really? please someone make plans with me i wanna go shoppppping.
apains: why do keebler elf’s haunt me everywhere that i go? no one will ever understand except clare. ): i didn’t understand this when i first read it. but now i do. FUCKIN KEEBLER ELVES AND RUBBIN ONE OUTT.
so my pointer finger basically
no longer has a fingerprint and it hurts to typee. so i was smoking in the backseat of cheyannes car, and i guess i got ash on like her back dash thingy that’s fabric, and we didn’t realize until there was like a nice lil fire going burning a hole through to her trunk, but when i saw it i was like SHIIIIT! and i just straight up stuck my hand into the burning upholstery, so then we...
crmurdock: micheledaboul: clarebabs: micheledaboul: crmurdock: clarebabs: crmurdock: lets do something tmrrw (: yess. good, i’m suppose to chill with meech but it can be a threesome thing CAN WE GO TO THE MALL or MOVIES?! i just want to escape barryville. is anythang happeningg?! i just slept i couldn’t help itttt :[, but lets do something stilll. cheyanne’s on family...
micheledaboul: crmurdock: clarebabs: crmurdock: lets do something tmrrw (: yess. good, i’m suppose to chill with meech but it can be a threesome thing CAN WE GO TO THE MALL or MOVIES?! i just want to escape barryville. is anythang happeningg?! i just slept i couldn’t help itttt :[, but lets do something stilll.
i thought about you today when nicole was yelling at me, and all the ways that a while ago you would have made it better. it’s the first time i’ve missed you in a while, because the times are getting far and few between, and it’s the thing i fear most when people slip from my mind slowly. you’re only there sometimes. i want you there, i feel like i have a broken mind...
quarter after 12 and i need to shower but i don’t know if i can get up. i just really don’t know if i can do it. someone help me upz.
crmurdock: lets do something tmrrw (: yess.
it’s like 11 and i got home from work about ten minutes agoo. nicole made me almost cry like stinging eyes gonna kill myself at least four times, but whatever. i’m betta now, although i feel like i’m going to cry sometime within the next few days seeing as it’s memorial day weekend and nicole and becky both told me that i am just going to get chewed the fuck out. so i am...
katipaterson: if patty calls cover for me? i love you<3 and patty thinks i have swine flu no probbb. you dun have duh swine.
fighting with my mom. i’ll admit that i’m a bitch to her A LOT, and that i do instigate fights, but i hate when she just picks a fight with me and then acts like i’m being the biggest asshole ever. leave me the FUCK alone about my schoolwork. you never ever went to high school, and yeah you just did a sememster of college, but guess what? i go to school and work, and now that...
feeling creative but i am so bogged down with work that needs to be done now now now. we only have 14 actual days left of school and it’s so weird. like oh wow. HALIE I WANNA EFFING SEE YOU OVA THE SUMMA SO WE HAVE TO MAKE SURE IT’S NOT JUST LIKE KAI BYE AND SEE EACH OTHER LIKE A MONTH LATER. i’m listening to soulja boy and thinking about summer and how great it’s going...
i'm going to
-digest my food and relaxx. -work out and run -shower -laundry -hurrr -dinner and somewhere i have to fit homework in there. LOLL I AM SO USELESS I JUST ENDED UP GOING TO SLEEP.
apains: ….did anyone else watch glee and think it was fantastic:p? i watched the end of it but i’m deff watching next weeek<3 lol
i'm so tired lately
i feel it in every part of my body. if i ever get rich, i’m going to try to live modestly, but the one thing i would never pass up is a personal massouse. that would be absolutely amazingg. the tv stations are changing and i am laying in bed thinking about a thousand things and about the thousands of people laying in bed thinking about a thousand more things. these are the times when...
then to dacias. blahhhh. :)
NOTE TO SELLFF
don’t be a fucking lazy bitch tomorrow, wake up, make sum coffee, eat breakfast and listen to 3oh!3 while doing that shit. you WILL be in a good mood.
today was SO greattt. dorney was greatt and like ah it was just such a fucking good time. even getting lost and having to not wear pants was fun, even though billy did make me CRY on the way home a lil but it’s fine. i’d write more in explanation and shitt but i’m just too tired and i’m on the phone with dommm :)
HOW THE FUCK
do you find out when and where you can take your fucking five hour around here? the ny dmv fucking sucks so badly. like so so so badly. i just wanna schedule my road test. fuuuck. whatever. someone answer me >.< and halie you’re still taking it with me right?
turns out i don’t have to work tonight, even though i fucking did. but i have to work tomorrow afternoon. which is awesome. so all my plans for the entire weekend have been ruined. becky just called and yellled at me, for not looking at the schedule, even though i did and i talked to her this morning to make sure and she told me i had to work & nicole told me at the staff meeting that i...
so dom and katii
i’m sorry but i don’t think i can come help you guys get ready even though i really wanna see your dresses/hair :( take lots of pictures for mee. cause my plan is to wake will up at the latest possible moment and have him drive me because then he’ll get the max amount of sleep. if that fails then i’ll just cry and get fired, not that i’m not expecting to already,but...
i was in a good mood yesterday
but i had bad dreams all night, and i am not in any way excited for work. sorry to down on your prom happiness and such :(. i was supposed to go to kati’s or domi’s and help them get ready but i don’t have a ride there. i also don’t have a ride to work. becky is at work, my dad is mia, and will is either not here or sleeping and unwilling. i also need to go to walmart or...
h8 being manic
so i’m crying for no reason again. herecomesthedownwardspiral.
is in the hospital :(. she fainted so she went to get some tests done and she’s okay now, but they’re keeping her there for the next three days for observation i think. it’s scary. i really love my grandma so much.
katipaterson: i worry about you constantly im sorry i am the reason you are falling to pieces. i wish you wouldnt spend time with the people you do. i smell your scent on every single shirt i wear. i wish i hadnt fallen for you so hard. i hope this is about the two people i think it is, cause if it’s only about the first..
school. home. amb. food. staff meeting. driving with tash. home. snack. computer. here. the staff meeting at work was absolutely HORRIBLE. the people at my job are just absolutely fucking nuts, and becky kindly told nicole that i think she’s a bitch so she grilled me with her devil eyes and tore into me. like yelling at me all “YOU THINK I’M MEAN?! FUCKING RIGHT I AM, I CAN BE...
You: heyStranger: bitch i will cut youYou: niiiiceYou: kevin?
so theres this site called textsfromlastnight
that amb showed me :) and this one reminded us of kevin and fermey basically fermey went with someone to mcdonalds at a party and kevin was drunk and texting him and was all bring me a cheeseburger. (612): You guys sftrill at mcdondalds?!!!! (763): Yes. (612): fuckin bring me a cheseburgeria
do you think of me when jersey comes on shuffle on your ipod?
so i was just thinking about this time, where i made my exbestfriendd molly eat a chicken fry from burger king even though she was a veg, and i thought you’d be proud. this was before you knew me, when i was an avid meat eaterrr. i just bugged her until she did it to shut me up, but no, that won’t work on me :). also, i don’t think i ever thanked you for being one of the only...