CAN’T KEEP UP WITH TUMBLR CAUSE I’M NEVER ON. BLOOP. AT KATI’S.
i’m at kati’s slightly hungover. we got bagels and are just hanging out watching billy and nate play video games. kati is lying next to me, fermey is a few feet away sleeping and andy is in the corner being quiet because he has reverted back to his silent sober self. it’s nice, even though it’s yucky out today. i think i’m going to go home and give roxy a bath...
"You cannot change other people. You love them the...
When I say, “I love you,” it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have...– Joss Whedon (via danielcharles) (via fiddlersgreen) (via unicornology) (via chealsye)
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i feel really
shit for not going to school today, but i was up until like five sitting here not being able to sleep. said fuck it chain smoked and watched skins all night whilst being a miserable little creature. i’ll go tomorrow and friday and then it’s break which is hopefully amazing please. i think today i’ll do laundry, finish decorating my room, try really hard to restore cams interior...
I like your pants around your feet
jesusisboss: hannurr-: joshwhittle: and I like the dirt thats on your knees and I like the way you still say please while you’re looking up at me you’re like my favourite damn disease.
i don’t think i’ve EVER spoken to you, but this is for you: <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3...
if fucking chris and cassie end up together. NOT EVEN FUCKING FUNNY. FUCK THIS. oh well excuse me they’re not going to chris just oh you know DIES instead. COOOL!
today i decided
that i think that thinking hypothetically is really stupid. i think and speak hypothetically all the time, but when it really comes down to it, especially in serious situations, you don’t what you would do unless it actually happens. for example i always say that i could never kill someone(as in murder, not accidentally)/live with myself if i did, but then people always raise the question of...
i am going to stop at pecks, get breakfast, and eat said breakfast in my car because i can’t deal with sat prep. varley just fails me anyways so it doesn’t even matter. don’t know why he hates me so much. oh yeah, probably because i’m such a stupid flake. same reason everyone else does!
apains: i think i may have found a car :`D. IT’S BEAUTIFUL. wha?
THIS IS SO HORRIBLE. WHY WHY WHY.
i hate the scumbags who hurt my friends. i hate them an immeasurable amount. just fucking stop. it’s so fucking disgusting.
DID THAT REALLY JUST HAPPEN? WTF. WTF. WTF. WTF. WTF. JUST LEMME DIE. THIS IS STUPID. WTF.
on another note
why are you treating me like cindy? i honestly didn’t think it was like that. i guess it is though. since you’re done fucking me and i’m not as easy to use anymore i’m completely not worth hanging out with or even talking to right? cool :). i have every right to be all passive aggressive. i know if you actually end up reading this you’ll be all ‘you’re...
was really good. dakota fanning was amazing in it and kristen steward wasn’t so bad either. it was really lovely that it was still warmish when we got out of the movies at like 9:30 when i’m used to shivering, screaming, and running to my car to escape the cold. on another note i think it might be cams time soon. everything is failing, brakes are shit, everything leaks, the backseat is...
apains: clarebabs: i understand your dilemma, cause last night i was like yo mom my back is really itchy come scratch it for me. so she did, and skins was all i’m going to be soft core porn but only while your mom is right here thinking you’re watching porn all up on her laptop okay? it was awkward. come over and lay on the trampoline with me >.<. i need motivation to be productive. we...
i understand your dilemma, cause last night i was like yo mom my back is really itchy come scratch it for me. so she did, and skins was all i’m going to be soft core porn but only while your mom is right here thinking you’re watching porn all up on her laptop okay? it was awkward. come over and lay on the trampoline with me >.<. i need motivation to be productive. we should at...
dear fucking mega video
i hate you so much. i have not watched 72 minutes of video today, it’s actually only 18 so can you please stop being such a little cocksucker and let me finish this episode. MUST. KNOW. WHAT. HAPPENS. please please please please please.
can my life be like skins?
apains: clarebabs: please, thanks. i second this. how far are you? season onee episode seven. i just started last night so :) but i want tony like oh god please. haha.
can my life be like skins?
as much as i hate to admit it
i really don’t like not having a male in the house. there’s just this comfort in masculinity. i don’t know. honestly i can say that i’ve felt unsettled most nights since my dad moved out years ago, aside from the nights that guys have stayed over. feeling safe is nice. miss that.
my plan for tonight is to at least watch the first season of skins, but fucking somehow i have to find it online. where oh where? help. ?
i can't play tumblr right now
i can’t keep up with the internet. i’m too effing tired. my room is dirty and my head is a mess. i feel like i’m getting sick. i just want to sleep. mmm, sleep.
i hate everyone
esp fermey. i’m not driving fucking anywhere that i don’t want to for at least next week. i’m staying home and hating everyone and driving myself to work and school and that is fucking it. leave me the fuck alone cause i currently really can’t stand people one bit. basically, if you’re going to make plans, don’t fucking flake, it’s not cool and...
why do we find it so much easier to hate the people we love? to spit vicious words at them because we are sure of their good qualities, their ability to forgive us. what a huge fucking character flaw that’s present in almost every person i know including myself.
If you don't support gay marriage, do me a favor...
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i feel pushed and pulled in eight different directions. i feel prodded and poked, but there is no one pulling, pushing, prodding, no one poking. it’s all myself. i am in a relaxed state (or so i think) and then i think about it and i tell my body to relax. i realize how tense i am all the time. why can’t i fucking stop? it’s all me. i can’t think of any eloquent way to...
i quit smoking as of four o clock todayy. wooot. not so much tho. i guess dats good.
this morning i woke up to trickery, transported five months into the past, and i have learned to hate the cruelty of the realizations i am forced to face quite often concerning you.
this is me ceasing to post personal things about friends or family on tumblr. maybe i should just stop talking in general because somehow someone is always fucking listening. HI DAD. please stay out of my life.
jesusisboss: how easy would it be to like people of the same gender? If girls liked girls then there would be no comments from boys being all ”I don’t understand why you’re so moody” when they’re on the rag and they would understand each others pain and shit. So yeah, so easy. lesbian envy every day.
thank you harley
who wants to get a cable clip for my car with me?! no onee? oh okay cool i’ll go by myself in the tornado outside. ITS COOL.
if you could, would you want to know the negative...
friends, family, peers, coworkers etc. my answer is a big fat no.
it is incredibly miserable out today
[Ten hows:] How did you get one of your scars? one on my toe from tripping over a chainsaw. my parents liked to leave us with unfit babysitters when we were little. How did you celebrate your last birthday? my actual birthday i was intensely hungover and grumpy, but ecstatic when i got my car, and then i worked. How are you feeling at this moment? complacent and nostalgic. How did your...
was really good, but probably one of the saddest movies i have ever seen in my whole life. if you like a good tragedy you should go see it. you will cry. when i was walking out there were still people sitting there crying. a;sldkjfa;sdf. sleep.
because i have to be. i’m not trying to be a downer, it’s just that the walls get harder to put up as the hours go by and eventually i start to crumble because the amount of time that i can keep myself composed in that situation is limited. i’m just glad that you semi respect that.
please fucking kill me
car’s broken. doug has my phone. my mother is taking me to school. just let me die a slow death. pleasee.