day 10 — someone you don’t talk to as much as...
dear all my friends aside from amber, we should talk more, i’m mostly busy doing a lot of nothing and a lot of working lately. if we’re going to hang out you’ll probably have to deal with my chronic lateness and the fact that my plans rarely to never work out the way they were intended to in the beginning. you’re all great people and i miss you a lot. i need more...
day 9 — someone you wish you could meet
dear completely down to earth, drama free, understanding person, i’m sure we would be good friends, although you’d have trouble dealing with how petty i can be sometimes. you would inspire me to be more outgoing/understanding/mature. i hope you’re around somewhere waiting to be met because i’ll be here looking forward to it. <3clare
for the reblogging storm. it’s over now. calm waters ahead.
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When you get to know someone, all their physical...
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articulate, reverse. (pt. 3)
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is anyone into any of the less well known bands playing warped? cause i wanna listen to some of their stuff but there’s 203984 to choose from..advice on that?
harry potter, sunshine, and actually trying to consume some type of food. that’s my plan for a bit until amber/becky wake up.
just talk to yourself: the last few days have been... →
crmurdock: yesterday in particular. shitty things keep happening and i wish they would stop because they’re happening to people who don’t deserve them one little bit. actually, to people who deserve the best. cameron is racking up a lot of miles and i’m fine with that. i feel like i’ve gotten older in the… i’m glad i took the time to read this because i saw my name…nah gurl i’m not on the...
the last few days have been awful
yesterday in particular. shitty things keep happening and i wish they would stop because they’re happening to people who don’t deserve them one little bit. actually, to people who deserve the best. cameron is racking up a lot of miles and i’m fine with that. i feel like i’ve gotten older in the last week. i’ll never understand how people can be so hateful. i do...
some notes on skins:
micheledaboul: almost done with first season sid & cassie 4ever tony is really hot, but hate and maxxie is so so so hot, but ‘gay’ jal should leave - just leave i wish i could watch it when my mom was home but she would ask so many questions and talk about how dirty it is, so i watch it sporadically and it’s TERRIBLE god you’re going to bawl your fucking eyes out. season two is...
why is everyone always so pissed at me
really why tho? one good day please. just one. all i ask.
Day 8-Your Favorite Internet Friend
Dear Charlie, I started talking to you when I was thirteen, so that makes it four whole years that we’ve “known” each other. You probably still know a lot more about me than the majority of the people who know me “irl”. We haven’t talked in about a month and I do miss when we used to talk every day. There was a point in time where (and I’m really not...
day 7 — your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Dear Michael Levy, Do you remember when all the girls used to sing titanic songs to you from the swings? We all loved you so much. I don’t know what was so great about you. I look at our old school pictures and think what was seven year old me thinking? You were quite mousey and quiet and also kind of mean. I hope you’re doing well and got some kind of sweet growth spurt. <3...
i think i might want to go back to therapy maybee. for anyone who has been do you think that male or female therapists are better? i think i might want a male therapist, but this is probably just lack of sleep and i won’t feel this way in the morning.. even so..male/female?
note to self
take pictures domi style. don’t retreat when people whine. force them.
these last two days have been insane
i probably won’t have any time to write a detailed acount of what happened so i’ll just bullet it. so drunk @ nates dadland good breakfast shopping fuckery nate’s migrane/death of head my mental breakdown way too much walmart almost getting arrested getting my car impounded so many tickets so much crying so glad it happened when it did tho amber nate and i are the...
currently i am
-fighting with ochento -fighting to stay awake -trying to find clothes for partying in tonight -procrastinating actually getting ready for work -thinking about how badly i want to paint my nails, and how i have no time -did i mention fighting with ochento? -being tired, every part of me aches mmm on top of which my back is really sore. nate did give me the best fucking back massage but then he...
Day 6-A stranger
Dear whomever, You should probably talk to me sometime instead of just thinking about it. I obviously don’t have the courage to come up and talk to you so if you want to you should talk to me. I might like you and I might hate you, but you should definitely take the chance because you have absolutely nothing to lose and everything to gain. I know I should take my own advice, but we ask...
getting out of this bed to shower is going to be unbearable. i can do it tho. you can do it clare, you can do it. don’t you hate it when you see you’re name? god i hate it, but i really like hearing my name. it’s weird. if i like someone i love when they say my name a lot cause SAY MY NAME SAY MY NAME, YOU ACTIN KINDA SHADY AIN’T CALLIN ME BABY, WHY THE SUDDEN CHANGEEE?
i was going to work out, finish cleaning my room, shower, and study, but i think i really need some sleep. instead i’m going to take a two hour nap, get up, have some lunch, shower, and go to workalerkk. i’m not looking forward to double regents. friday when all of this is over i will be elated.
Day 5-Your Dreams
Dear Dreams, Please come back. All I’ve been plagued with lately is an onslaught of awful nightmares. I’ve been waking up covered in goosebumps and unable to move. I miss waking up a little disoriented and confused rather than terrified. Also, when you do come back please don’t be confusing, or include people that I don’t want in my waking or sleeping life. Thanks a...
am so thankful~
i am so manic lately, up, down, which direction? today is techically the last day of school, but i have regents and i’m working nearly every day this week so my summer doesn’t officially start until sunday. i also have to work tonight but at least amb nate and i are doing something tomorrow after the geometry regents. so much shopping, mm, much needed retail therapy, you know? i should...
I WANT STEAK. haha everyone is going to think this is such a hack but it so isn’t. i’ve been getting the weirdest meat cravings lately, it’s so odd. i don’t get it at all. damn that sounds good though. i will settle for some capn crunch if i can find the god damn milk. this makes no sense. has anyone ever been this?
i think i'm dying.
i’m just laying here and i definitely have such a bad fever. i’m going to die. my stomach hurts too, if i am getting sick i will be so mad. the only thing i can pin this on is an eight hour late hangover, which doesn’t make too much sense. i really need to do some general science work so i can pass and stuff. i just really really hope i can stay awake long enough to do that, that...
Day 4-Your Sibling
Dearest Becky Booters, If you ever saw this you’d be like what are you doing writing about me on the internet? God you’re so fucking creepy, don’t you have anything better to do? All that aside, I love that we’ve gotten so much closer within the last two years. We used to fight tooth and nail, and I mean that literally. You hated me and would never let me be a part of...