i don't wanna reblog that joint thing because it's...
but omg i died when cheyanne was like “i just have moist lips” a;lskdfj;alskdjfl;kajsl;dkfj;alksdfjal;skdfj;aklsdj.
i shouldn't feel
the way i do. everything is okay, or at least better than it has been. i have all my school stuff sorted out, and as long as i work my ass off these next two weeks i won’t have to worry about not graduating, it just sucks cause i’m doing great in everything but science. i’m so thankful that emmy went with me to talk to stringer today, because it was really intimidating. i have...
I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively...– Sylvia Plath (via thingsineverwantedtosay)
who wants to help me with my shitty speech?
i have the roughest rough draft to ever exist and i’m basically getting nowhere, gooooooood. any takers?!
i fucking hate
pathological/compulsive liars. it’s one thing when it’s because you’re bipolar, or something is really fucked up inside your head but some people start regardless of circumstantial things that fuck them up. it’s absolutely fucking despicable. they ruin their own lives and the lives of those around them. how could you live with yourself knowing that bullshit just spews from...
THINGS ARE NOT GOING SWIMMINGLY.
at this point in my life
i haven’t decided if facing something, dealing with it, and letting it make you miserable is the right way to go about things. for me it’s either that or i ignore it and push it to the very furthest corners of my mind and then it sneak attacks me rendering me a useless emotional wreck of a person for a while. with the latter you can run away from the sadness in a lot of ways. the first...
""I'm Sorry" is a statement. "I won't do it...
Nobody ever finds the one. city dumps fill the junkyards fill the madhouses...– Charles Bukowski, Alone With Everybody (via jamielofidelity)
life in bullets
went to cuse to surprise cheyanne on thursday with ferm, meech, and dana :) workworkwork, fermtime dominique has been staying with me for the past week and it’s really lovely and she is the best girl i have in my life and i’m so very happy that we’re friends. tt is fucking adorable, the fact that he doesn’t speak is a tragedy. i’ve actually had like three good...
while i was gone my dad dropped off an industrial sized jar of pickled vegetables, which are my favorite. i forget what their official name is but sometimes you get them on antipasto and such? anyways we haven’t spoken in weeks so i’m really confused and unsure of whether or not this a peace offering? MY FAMILY IS SO WEIRD.
i wish i could tumbl
because what is life, but i am so exhausted and i need some real, true, uninterrupted rem sleep.
finnsblog2 asked: Do you know what time it is?
sleep is seriously my mortal enemy
i fell asleep from like six thirty to eight and now i just feel like a whole bag of ass.
bimbiravindra asked: I love the idea of tats near someone's clavicle. They are just so beautiful and appealing! I like both of those, but I think I'm particularly fond of 'so it goes', it's just so simple and carefree, it makes me feel like I could float off and be anything. (: I want to see pictures after it is done missy!
my mom and i went out to dinner
it was actually really nice, we tried a new place, or at least i had never been there before. i got rare tuna with smoked mashed potatoes and it was delicious. i’m currently sitting on the couch waiting for my hair dye to set. i needed a change. that’s about it. not excited for school tomorrow.
feeling like an absolute piece of shit
being a dumbass and getting rejected from tons of places and having absolutely no future will do that to you. gooooood. plus the fact that i have no one to talk to about it because i am an ashamed alice and feel like a bag of shitty shit shat about it. i’m going out to dinner with my mom in an attempt to make myself feel a little bit better, but since we’ve been fighting all day it...
rejected from new college, wait listed for flagler. i was honestly relieved to be wait listed, i want to go there so badly. wah. do you think it would be bad to write “GOD PLEASE LET ME IN” on my keep me on the waiting list card?..
i am so
lost, about what i want to get for my first tattoo. i have until may 25th, but not really because i need to email the artist within the week so he can start sketching. check out his work and help me! http://www.facebook.com/album.php?fbid=117460791604249&id=117449854938676&aid=19558&closeTheater=1 i have a few ideas that i’ve wanted forever but i want something that would look...
I am absolutely in love with him.
sleepwhen-youredead: seriously, all my dreams. he’s so fucking attractive and generally perfect. i’m not watching the new episode right now because i didn’t realize until like 11:30 so i have to wait till later to watch it. AHG.
why would my dad
ever even acknowledge my existence? it’s fine you don’t live less than a mile up the road or anything.
motchell: the moment when you realise the person you thought cared about you the most doesnt give a fuck
can i have one
single fucking day that doesn’t end in misery? i want to erase you from my memory. all of it, everything. i don’t want to recognize your name when i hear it.
the satisfaction of going through all of the tumbls on your dashboard since you last checked, mmm. anyways i’m going to eat something real quick, change, and head over to meechies to meet brian to go PICK HER UP FROM BING<3. it is my beans birthday today so i would like to say again, happy birthday my bean, and i hope that the rest of your day is absolutely wonderful and maybe i will see...
i am so
their personalities are vendiogremitrical.
halieann: (via clarebabs) i can’t handle how vendiogremitrical they are. i can’t remember who this was about but i love it.
listening to usher and shania twain while cleaning is GREAT.
mikey-v: We totally agree with you about illegal immigration. Please allow us to show you to the nearest airport. Sincerely, Native Americans
psychiatrist appointment made room cleaned eco project done couch moved bed fixed egg crate purchased rack purchased pictures hung
first thing in the morning
i am making a psychiatrist appointment. i seriously can’t fucking live like this. i need medication. it’s sad because i’ve always been so against it because i feel like it changes people and blah blah blah, but i need anti depressants or anti anxieties or fucking something. like if i could just deal with one of my problems it’d be good. my anxiety is at an all time high,...
"I hate the phrase “Hurt people hurt people.” I...
savetheritos: artpixie: -Bassey Ikpi
There are things I miss, things about yourself that you have never noticed.– Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson (via tylerknott) (via chealsye)
you left a stain on all of my good days
i hate seeing your face anywhere. it literally makes me sick, and not in a disgusted way but in idon’tknowanyoneneverwillhowcouldanyoneeverdothattosomeoneeverohgodwhattheactualfuck way.