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archer farms freeze drived apple slices
should be called slices of heaven.
loveyourchaos: “Everyone runs away to California once, or at least all the lonely, hungry people do.” — Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life (via orphicfiddler)
i have sort of friends here..but i need to go run errands and i just don’t like any of them enough/feel comfortable to just do that. the problem is driving around in my car without one of you in the passenger seat is so depressing i can barely stand the thought of it. i have to go to the bank though, i have to get trash bags, do normal types of things that i would never do alone at home and...
my goal for living here is to catch you a sea turtle and send it to you in a little aquarium with some saltwater and sand and whatever it is sea turtles eat (i promise i will do proper research so our little friend doesn’t die on his journey). i will go to the beach every night and comb the sand <3
i think i'm really sick
i woke up from my second nap (second nap?!) feeling really groggy/incoherent accompanied by sore muscles and a clogged head. i feel like i’m either getting the flu or a bad sinus infection. i ate dinner, took my vitamins and some ibuprofen and now i’m calling it a night. i really hope i feel better in the morning. i don’t know what i’ll do if this progresses into full blown...
i'm very sleepy
i took two 1/2 hour naps today and i wish i hadn’t. i woke up from both of them feeling lonely and disoriented. i’m okay but at the same time there is this huge heavy sadness waiting to crush me at any unsuspecting moment.
i'm so sleeepy
rewatching season 4 of the office in my downtime. things get worse before they get better. optimism. have to be up super early for convocation tomorrow, boo.
I want sex. Lots and lots of sex
britishsahara: Those nights where you just need company more than anything..
literally forever alone
I’m also a feminist because I like to fuck, and I resent everything and everyone...– The Pervocracy: Full Frontal Feminism. (via sexisnottheenemy)
laying in my bed
listening to the strokes ‘you only live once’, in that kind of a mood. i have to drive my mom to the airport tomorrow/say goodbye to her, which will be so hard. so i’ll do the whole i love my mom thing now so i can get it over with and won’t have to write it tomorrow when it will make me cry. obviously everyone loves the crap out of their mom unless they’re really...
literally just got like a hardcore lecture/scolding about the schools no drug policy…by drugs they mean weed…and that if you get in trouble for it even off of campus you’re immediately kicked out. same goes for drinking~ can you say wayyyy too conservative for me? like i knew but apparently i didn’t know. right now i feel like i’m about to bang out these four months...
gotttatakechances asked: clare. i crowd surfed today. i don't think you were there to see it!
how does one make friends?
i’ve talked to mad people and haven’t clicked with anyone and i know i’ve only been here two days but WHAT DA EFF.
i feel really pathetic saying this..but i already miss home so much. i feel the distance and it’s creepy, i know it will be even worse after my mom flies home on monday. the thing is…it’s beautiful here, and the people seem alright, but it’s really conservative. i think it might be a little much..like the word dry doesn’t even begin to describe it. no boys allowed in...
so far so good
my roomate and i have a bathroom in our room so that’s really all that matters..
What inspires you should entire you..: On The Word... →
thefrenemy: (or using it as a derogatory word for another girl) I don’t get offended by a lot of words. Frankly, you could go up to my face and call me a slut and I’d just be like ‘no I’m not, I stay home mostly and watch Food Network and maybe you should call me a creepy shut-in…
whenyourelucid: My mom is making sangria tonight…I love sangria. …..so much sangria
life is really surreal right now. blogging from my hotel room somewhere in south carolina. i’ve spent the day driving and crying every time a song that reminds me of one of my friends comes on, there have been a lot of tears. this is going to be really hard. change is always difficult for me, but i’m excited. also i really hope that no one, and especially no one i know/love is badly...
nothing has hit me yet
but i leave tomorrow to go 1,044 miles or 18 hours away from everything i’ve ever known. it’s so surreal that i don’t feel any way about it yet, but i’m sure when i have to say goodbye to my friends in the morning it will become semi-real. i absolutely cannot sleep. domi and meech are laying in bed next to me passed out. i won’t be sleeping in this bed for three...
Laying in Meechs bed near tears because I love my friends so much and I’m going to fucking miss them an insane amount.
the rain is pissing me off so badly.
i absolutely cannot remember
the last time i was this content. i’m not saying things are perfect, because they’re definitely not, but i’m happy. it feels weird even saying it, because of the fact that it doesn’t seem completely fleeting. i know i’m not totally fulfilled. i know there are things that are missing but i truly feel like my life has direction, even though i’m completely...