February 2012
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i am not going to the gym today
but out of the last 7 days i’ve went 5 and i’ll go tomorrow but i just have 0 motivation today. someone say this excusable i feel like it’s totally not i’m trying to go every day wah.
“I guess by now I should know enough about loss to realize that you never really...”
– Alyson Noel, Evermore (via 52hearts)
January 2012
daciaajacqueline:
i need sushi like now
jamielofidelity:
It’s always so weird to think about how you go so long without talking to people who mean so much to you.
also maybe i am dying? my ribs are really sore to the touch and i have a stabbing pain in my ribs/back on my right side that comes and goes. feels like someone is shoving a knife between two of my ribs and then moving it around. good.
i want to rip my hair purely so i’ll feel something. haven’t been like this in a long, long, while. no clue what happened, what brought it it on. it’s like i’m a fucking automaton.
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“Although most boys figure out how to bring themselves to orgasm by age thirteen,...”
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Dorian Solot, I Love Female Orgasm: An Extraordinary Orgasm Guide. (via feministhistorian)
and the grump slump
continues. did my co teaching this morning so at least that’s off my mind, but because of finishing that last night i only got like 3 hours of sleep, so i came back and slept after teaching and learning and didn’t go to my other two classes, whatever. now i’m awake and i am grumpy as fuck, again. i don’t know what’s wrong with me because i’ve been feeling SO...
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macroblogging:
there’s something so unsettling about low-budget commercials
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heeeeeeeeeeeey: venusaurphobia: Yo where does the... →
venusaurphobia:
Yo where does the zipper go? Not all the way up, that looks dumb. You can have it all the way down. Your arms are cold but your torso isn’t I guess. What about in between? Where do you put it? For every zip-up hoodie there’s one spot at most where it looks good. What if…
grumpiest of all the grumpy gills
everyone else is laying out without a care in the world and i have to get this project done and finish all my work for the week so i can dedicate all my time to looking for a job because i am broke as a joke. really though why does no one else have work yet? we’re like almost 1/4 done with the semester it should be piling up by now come on PEOPLE. BE MISERABLE LIKE ME COME ON.
i’m in a slump right now. i just feel off, lethargic, shitty, despondent. my ideal situation to be in right now would either be a. sushi with all my friends from home, b. home cooked dinner with my mom and sister, or c. cuddles with a nice, damaged, sexually aggressive boy. instead i’ll be locked in my room working on this project for tomorrow and reading the tempest.
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i hate when i get all self loathing. my friends at home make me feel good about myself all the time. at school i just feel like i don’t have the same kind of positive support and i’m not a strong enough person to just give it to myself. i mean, i try, and recently, i’ve been trying really hard. the last three weeks i’ve been doing so well with being positive but right now i...
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jalters:
“I spoke to myself in the mirror for...
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some days the world is so fucked up and i can’t handle it. i can’t find a way to rise above it. i can’t think of a way to make it better. i can’t think of any possible solutions, and that scares the living shit out of me. the complacency of our generation frightens and enrages me so much. i’m currently doing a co-teaching project and part of my subject matter is...
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“She laughs and looks out the window and I think for a minute that she’s going to...”
– Bret Easton Ellis (Less Than Zero)
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i hate you so fucking much. you’re a dirty fucking scumbag and a terrible mother. i thought i blocked you on facebook, i don’t know why i can still see your name. your existence truly infuriates me.
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fells so good!
to bbe durnk1
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weird dream
i went to jacksonville for some seminar type thingy, and then i was like well why don’t i just drive all the way home? (yeah, that makes sense, since you’re already 45 minutes into a 22 hour drive, why not just tackle the whole ride!) anyways once i got back to sullivan county for some reason i wasn’t driving my car anymore, but i was driving a tent, i know that sounds silly but...
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A Tribute to Limewire
okonokos:
Sum_41_-_Scotty_doesnt_know.mp3
nirvana_-_here_we_are_now_entertain_us.wma
gorillaz_-_sunshine_in_a_bag.exe.mp3
system_of_a_down_-_legend_of_zelda.wav
blur_-_woohoo.wma
beetles_-_all_the_lonely_people.mp3
stairway-ledzepplin.mp3
The_who_-_teenage_wasteland.ogg
bob_marley_-_dont_worry_be_happy.wma
dbz_linkinpark_crawling_amv.wma
i_get_knocked_down.mp3
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i've been thinking about this a lot lately
and i think that part of what makes my group of friends so special is the fact that we all really care about each other. i know that sounds silly, you’re saying, well don’t all friends care about each other? i just feel like we’re ~advanced~ and ~mature~, not but on a real note i really love them and as an extension of that i want to see them succeed. i find myself truly excited...
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